Having dinner with friends helped me take my mind off of you. Laughing, joking around. But once I get back home, I get hit with reality again. The reality that you’re gone. It all happened so fast. I remember seeing you smile and eating dessert with me. But yesterday you were so weak to even say my name. I have never seen my dad so quiet, I could see it it his eyes that he wanted to cry, but he couldn’t in front of the family. Even writing this makes me cry, with each sentence. I’ll miss you. This is a goodbye for now. I love you.